Hey God!

Few days back when UM was having UniEdu bookfair,my friends and i were approached by a very grandmotherly looking lady.Turns out she's from Tzu Chi and was very enthusiastically inviting us over to Tzu Chi Year End Blessing which took place tonight at the KL Convention Centre.

Since i would be around KL anyway..so i agreed i'll drop by together with a friend and mum. My mum really enjoyed it as the whole organization was very much in alignment with her religion beliefs and faith. But as for me, my view on religion is very much different.

I believe in God..the mighty powerful and wise God.I dont think any blessing is a coincidence, like the other day, when i was driving and almost involved in a close head-on collision with a Kancil but then i didnt..i drove away unscathed, the driver and i managed to brake on time to avoid any kind of damage to both sides. So listen to this, i dont think it is just mere luck that i got away fine, i think be it God, angel or guardian, i was definitely watched over and protected and for that i give thanks.

So i dont doubt the power of God nor the presence of God..i think it surely exist.There has got to be a power higher than us, how else can we explain the difference of path of every individual then the plan of God to put different crayons in our hand to colour our own canvas of life.It is up to us to see God in even a grain of sand and in the most magnificient of beauty.

And back to Tzu Chi, sure it did opened me up to different horizons..the international relief efforts be it in the Pakistan flood or Haiti Earthquake and many others were most impressive and admirable! Maybe i would wanna sign up as a volunteer after i graduate..it must be great the feeling of dedicating to something other than ourselves! And the blessing ang-pao was very nice too.=)

But anyhow..i'm still open to all views and very respectful of all the existing religions in Malaysia. All religions teach us well thus all religions are perfect, the flaws are only in the followers.So no debate on any religion is necessary,after all it is up to individual to decide where you want to lay your faith on.

And please God, continue to blessing me and give me the strength to deal with all the idiots that may cross my path.

Am loving ya.

Love Letters

Remember Carrie Bradshaw? Who doesnt right..Sarah Jessica Parker was so gorgeous head to toe in Sex in the City..and that 2500$ heels..wait wait i'm going too far..The point is there was one scene that really got stuck in my mind..it was the scene where Carrie was lying on the bed reading and sharing the content of a love letter with Mr Big at her side..*squeal!!*..this is just so overdosed with romance it should be illegal!

But anyway the most important thing is i got a hold of the book!Apparently it was just a film prop in the beginning meaning there's really no such book..but some publisher has managed to take the advantage of the story line and compile some good pieces and boom! i bet they have good sales after the movie!Its titled "Love Letters by Great Men"..i've just started but it is just the kind of book that will provide you with light drama and some entertainment and a lot " sigh this is so romantic" moment. I highly recommend this to the cynics that says they dont believe in love..afterall this proof over centuries ago..time for someone to put your faith in the right place huh..
Anyone this one is my fav so far..

"Canst thou change it,
that thou are not entirely mine,
I not entirely thine?Oh God,
look into the beautiful nature and
compose your mind of the inevitable."

"What longing in tears for you
You-my Life-my All,
farewell.Oh go on loving me,
never doubt the faithfullest heart.
Of your beloved,L.

Ever thine.
Ever mine.
Ever ours.

From Beethoven to his Immortal Beloved.Give love letters a chance at least they're better than emails and texts which become the death of romance, qouting the editor Ursula Doyle!

Who am I?

Well..look at my blog! It has a new look and i'm loving it! So as usual this is the time for new year resolution..so here we go..

Let start with what i have accomplished in 2010..may i just stress that one of my most proud of achievement includes cutting my hair..now now not just trimming..i have chopped off i think 2/3 of its original length..Thinking back..i didnt quite know what got into me..i was sporting a damn long hair for a while..it took some crazy and ''brain not working'' moment for me to pull it off on myself!

And what?! Oh I PASSED ALL SUBJECTS EXCLAMATION MARK(even got A for some =P)

Besides some random sometimes meaningless stuff that i have done..i guess one of the most profound change that happened to me is that i have opened up my eyes and mind to the entrepreneurial, finance, business world..i no longer think that i am just meant to be a chemist or any other random job..instead i can and indeed should go after my wildest dream!! i am capable of being the female Mark Zuckerberg, i am capable of owning something worth billions of dollars, i am capable of changing the world or be a market changer and etc.. Suddenly it dawned on me that i can do anything and be anything that i want and only if i want it badly and the world is so much more that what you can perceive from your text books or even from your parents (cough cough sometimes rather shallow and timid opinions)p/s: dad if u ever read this! I love ya lots!..And this revelation changes everything!

So what new year resolution should i be setting? None! nobody ever fulfill all of their resolutions(me included)! So i'm not gonna be bothered this time..

But i do know now who i want to be this year.

Its probably gonna take more than 2011 to achieve it but if the world doesn't end in 2012 i'll have a big fat chance of being the best Ying Ling could be!

So besides Ying Ling feel free to call me the

Aspiring Future Warren Buffett
Aspiring Future Mark Zuckerberg
Aspiring Future Category Creator
Aspiring Future Changer
Aspiring Future Entrepreneur of the year
Aspiring Future Bestseller Author
Desperately Aspiring Future Billionaire!

I wont be too ~dreamy now~ i know its gonna take more screw ups then all the total screw ups in the past 22 years..but heck i'm going to press on till my last breath! So my dear friends! Lets stay healthy together!

Cos our BEST DAYS are definitely ahead us!

Happy new year! We're so owning 2011!

3 things

Anonymous : 3 things real men can't say, I'm wrong, I'm lost, I can't fix it.

Me : 3 things i can't bring myself to say now, You're wrong, You disappointed me, What happened to us?

My Mama

I love ya , my mama!

For you are the best listener,

For you are the best supporter,

For you have always tried to be the best mother.

I love ya, my mama!

For you throw out your doubts for me,

For you believing me at all cost,

For you have always respected my decisions,

For you have never demanded anything more than i can be.

I love ya , my mama!

For you have loved me longer,

For you have loved me more,

For you have loved me beyond my CGPA,

For you have loved me despite your complaints about my weight,

For you have loved me in the most difficult time for us.

I love ya, my mama,

Now and always,

For you are the world's greatest mother,

I love ya,

Simply because you're my mama!

Teacher Susan

When i was still trying to master "My Memory"..i suddenly miss my organ teacher, Susan.I remember her as a small sized lady with big eyes who shared my love for charm bracelet back then. I remember she has pretty but short fingers for piano.I remember how she put up with my lack of practice back then. I remember how we love to talk about disney songs. Above all, i remember her as a remarkable musician!

Until today, i cant forget how her eyes literally sparkle when she was playing a piece. That amount of concentration, focus, passion are overwhelming.Like knowing you have found a place where you really belonged.. like music is exactly the talent she should dwell on..And how right she is!

And ever since i noticed that, i cant stop wondering what will make my eyes sparkle? what make yours?

Love is knowing when to let go.

My father's friend is having a lot trouble with his 28 year old daughter. And i must say i understand where these fathers are coming from, but i just cant bring myself to agree with them.

I believe a child is forever bonded to his or her family by blood, and no doubt we are loved from the moment we take our first breath to our our very last no matter how rare we hear those precious words. But as we grow we learn to make choices, be responsible for the kind of choices we made. As we make mistake, we learn and we grow.

There will come a time when we dont want to stay under your wings and be sheltered. There will be time when we made the choice that we want to go out there and experience life's bitter and sweet. There will be a time we beg to differ from you. There will be a time where we choose against you. But all these doesnt mean we dont love you..doesnt mean we dont respect you..doesnt mean we dont need you anymore in our life.

It simply means we need to live our life our way preferably with your support within earshot. Love is knowing when to let go. Love is understanding that we will screw up something someday..but love is also about saying.."Go ahead but if you screw up, i'll always be here."