Yes.....i can be so lazy...but i'm making up for it now....
So, my name is Ying Ling (rite..its a state the obvious thing here..) but then again i have a story to tell.Normally...i'm called fren,kawan,ah ling,tyl,the mean ones (think they are so cool ppl) call me ah fei or fei po...hello....i begged so much to differ..lol!! The courteous ones which includes a lot of people call me by my real name and dont give me nicknames.The "i have no idea who's who" calls me and perhaps everyone else "ooi!!...hey!!...eh you!!"Not very nice but that is not my point.
The point is i realised what i was missing yesterday.Sometimes you just dont take notice of these kind of petty stuff,but when it hits you...it can hits you right in the place where it can continues to bring out so much more..I was working and was determined to finish off some work.And then i heard .."Ying..."feelings were all soaring inside of me as if my middle name and solely it has struck the most important chord.I felt myself softened towards everything...probably at that particular moment i would have bought all the things the salesman has been trying to sell me...I looked at the one who said that seemingly amazing word and felt as if we have been brought closer.Suddenly the thousand miles of gap between us just closed up because all of a sudden i was being addressed like a friend.
Not that the rest didnt treat me like their friend but this time and only this time felt so incredibly different.The impact just went so deep into the soul that i cant stopped feeling so amazed and puzzled at the same time.I dont know what could have caused the difference.The person who said it?The tone?The expressions?The body language?Or was i just being down right paranoid or sensitive?I really dont think so...Its like the friendship rekindled with a good old friend..magical.
